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When I'm not talking to you I want to be
Is love a decision
I constantly wonder
Do you mean what you say
It's not your fault
Before I never had doubt
But now I do
Sometimes I feel I know more before I start
I just want everything to flow calm waters
Instead of rubbing against a grate
I as you don't feel hate
I wonder why as well
I think you need me
But I need you as well
Is love a decision
I constantly wonder
Do you mean what you say
It's not your fault
Before I never had doubt
But now I do
Sometimes I feel I know more before I start
I just want everything to flow calm waters
Instead of rubbing against a grate
I as you don't feel hate
I wonder why as well
I think you need me
But I need you as well
control
You forced me to stay
But I would rather run away
you made me be open
but it brought me misery
You're all that remains
I'm no longer here
you're my curse
carrying all my stains
passion
Thinking with your heart
The lonely tell the hungry
Live with passion
live free and true
in an open fashion
evangeline
fear endlessly wells up so ruthlessly in the center of
my forgotten soul. this is not uncommon, to see a child walking
to her end. No one would guess or possibly imagine the pain
one can endure, not even myself. humans are strong, she
thought. or is it only me that can bear this ,on my own back.
i'm afraid to write of it. i would not admit the hatred or
sorrow and grief i feel in my typical day. but i shall
write only to you, that i feel as if ive fallen into a
pit that i never had escaped. i dont care if im forgotten,
perhaps its better this way. if this abuse satisfies your
weeping heart, then i shall be the only to suffe
Devious Journal Entry
Alone i lay here limp.
What was yesterday escapes me
all i feel is tomorrow.
all i see is red and black,
the colors i once adored.
Through my pathetic filter
i cannot see the life around me
for all i see in this moment is goodbyes.
This is the day i die,
there is no doubt in this.
But as i spend eternity
,in this minute i may still whisper
my sorrow to the earth that will consume me.
let my song live on
in her memory through the colors
I've left soaked in the ground and on papers.
© 2013 - 2024 E3tsuki
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